Like we never knew each other at all.

Cecilia.19.lesbian.miami, fl.
Photography, art, girls, and moi.

Many lives many masters

“How is it that you say all are equal, yet the obvious contradictions smack us in the face: inequalities in virtues, temperances, finances, rights, abilities and talents, intelligence, mathematical aptitude, and infinitum? The answer is a metaphor. It as is if a large diamond were to be found in each person. Picture a diamond a foot long. The diamond has a thousand facets, but the facets are covered with dirt and tar. It is the job of the soul to clean each facet until the surface is brilliant and can reflect a rainbow of colours. Now some have cleaned many facets, and gleam brightly. Others have only managed to clean a few; the do not sparkle so. Yet underneath the dirt, each person possesses within his/her breast a brilliant diamond with a thousand gleaming facets. The diamond is perfect, not one flaw.The only differences among people are the number of facets cleaned. But each diamond is the same and each is perfect. When all the facets are cleaned and shining forth in a spectrum of lights, the diamond returns to the pure energy it was originally. The lights remain. It is as if the process of the diamond is reversed, all that pressure released. The pure energy exists in the rainbow of lights, and the lights possess consciousness and knowledge. ALL of the diamonds are perfect.

fuckyeahtattoos:

white ink done at Horns and Halos in Sherman Oaks, CA

fuckyeahtattoos:

white ink done at Horns and Halos in Sherman Oaks, CA

(via gayteenss)

Why are you the only one that matters?
Why are you the only one I think of?
Why is that you are the only one?
That all my problems dissolves with.

I really don’t want to stop asking the questions
I kinda don’t want the answers
Because I know the answer is you
Just by seeing you I know the truth.

But this pain I feel its good to me
It makes me feel like home
I want your pain too
I want to make you feel like home.

I love you.
Your my darkness
The happiness I enjoy
I love you.

Not here, not near
Nowhere to be found
Where am I? I asked
And no one heard me out.

The darkness of my surroundings
Embracing me with a passion
Its a pain I can’t explain
So sexy, it takes me there.

I don’t wanna live that way
Its the only way I know how to live
But is that my only hope?
To live a life I don’t feel part of.

Who I am?

I is misery

I is powerless

I has no voice

no meaning, no courage

I has no means here or there

I is vague and sad

I does not know how to feel

how to love and care

how to be oneself.

I wants to be someone

and feel important

I has the need to to love and be loved

I needs to feel complete, whole

I needs to realize the truth,

Thay I am not misery and powerless

I have a voice with meaning and courage

I am fearless and precise

I am free and happy

and I can feel and love and care

I have the strenght

I am myself, a complete being

important to the important ones

and important to myself.

-Cecilia M.

I love thee, I love but thee. With a love that shall not die. Till the sun grows cold. And the stars grow old.